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Expect the unexpected.

This morning, the sun was the hottest thing ever I was perspiring before I even left my house, how annoying is that? I haddd to get a cold drink so I did and rushed for my train and for almost the whole damn journey I was trying to open the damnn bottle but just couldn't. I didn't ask anyone for help cus it's a bit out of place to ask  for such things, don't you think? And that too caused me to have a huge blister, i'm quite a joke really. So, I finally had my well deserved nina time after soo long. The whole day at nina's was a little like a fashion parade since her stupid closet is filled with clothes she doesnt know exisited and we had to diggg to find nice ones and mix and match.. it's so fun to share clothes. Jahangeer even was literally swimming in them "Szam come, see, I swimming woooshhh!!" Nina, i bet your maid hates you. K nights, tired, muscle acheish, miss b, work tmr, so so so tired, bye. (nina i lub chiewzxzxzx)

It's been work work work, rp (v+kin+rah+fiq+k) or try to meet friends I miss, burnout, sleep.. repeat. I have no life. The best thing is that about 3/5 of my time is taken by work but i hate my job. I'm really broke to the max (what's new?).. we survive on cup noodles. And if I'm lucky, I'll find (or you'll call stealing) five bucks in my mother's mini drawer of nonsense.. which I eventually used it for a taxi ride that fits the exact same amount but minus about twenty cents because really, the weather was going to kill me if I ever had to be in the sun for more than five minutes..  Ok bascially,  I. Want. A. Life. (for my terms, for school to start).

Btw, I drew a guy a few days ago and updated it on samersaures.blogspot

The flea went great. The money I earned is.. officially spent. Tsk, tsk. My father sent me to mt sophia on the first day because I had ard 2 huge bags to carry and it would be hell if I had to carry it up the longgggggg flight of stairs in a such a sorrrrcchhiinggg weather. I think i'll either be caught rolling down the stairs or found dead just halfway up. So.. back to my main purpose of talking abt this. My father went to tour around at the flea and bought 3 shirts for 10 bucks. HOW CUTE! Not about how cheap it was but the fact that my father went to buy the shirts because y'know, he actually hates me buying thrift shop clothes and all and now he's buying secondhand shirts. Hmm.. i should bring him to fleas more often. My mum came on the second day and she bought a shirt for herself but now, my father claim that he was the one who bought it. And I bought this oversized checkered shirt there that I fell in love at once and wore it today and my mum suddenly said, "Mei mei, your shirt so nice! You give me la!" -and yes, she calls me mei mei

Mel and I finally met up. (:

1. "i'll love you all my life" was written by bb and not nina
2. WW (wrong word) Nina's not a plumber.

Thanks all  (nina, farah, charm, gina, jerm, abby, vrnc, nicb, kin, bb, family) so much for the surprise at my house. I never suspected anything except when i was at the door because i heard soo much noise inside but never guessed it was you guys. And sorry that you guys waited so bloody long for me to come back home! Haha, and the chocolate cake my mum bought was awesome. Thanks kin for staying over & thanks jie jie + boyfriend for the late supper at ecp. And everyone who wished also, it means a hell lot to me.

Dear nina (pretty ballerina- sings song), y'know you're the most awesome person i have ever met. You're always making people happy no actually, not even happy. It's extremely mad-crazy-happy. You honestly.. makes the world go round. Well, at least my world and i know many other's world too, cus we talk abt you and saying how great you are and how much we miss you- all the time. I just don't know how much more i can say how much i really really love you but i do very very much alright? Ah, i miss you now so much arld and thinking if i ever lose you, is very scary. (like how that time when we had a huggge "fight") and i pray in my whole life to never ever let me be ever that close to losing you. I'm really so fucking glad i've got you back and i love u so much k? So much till i can die for you, no i'm very serious k. & nina, you're really pretty and not fat. Oh and i'm arld married arld, so i can't marry you. Haha, okay shut up. -Love samthemanthecrazyjam

Heh heh heh

@ Novotel +Nicholas who's missing in the picture* he was waiting for his laska.

It's so irritating how she always "figures out" what i'm getting her for a present. And when she guesses it right (or say what she wants), i end up telling her how i plan to do it because it makes me feel that only because she said it, then i know what to give her and so, it doesn't feel special, y'know? & now she's telling me specifically what i should do. How demanding..